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2004-08-29 Heart almost stopped beating...>AaaAaah~!! My fav. song is being played on radio~!! "glory of love" "Tonite is very clear, coz we're both lying here. There's so mani things i wanna say. I will always love you. i will nv leave you alone. Sometimes i just forget, say things i might regret. it breaks my heart 2 c u crying. I dun wanna lose u, i could nv make it alone. I am a man who would fight for ur love, i'll b de hero u've been dreaming of. We'll live forever... (shit.. can't catch it from here. =p) U keep me standing tall, u helped mi thru it all. I'm always strong when u r beside mi. I have always needed u, i could nv make it alone. I am a man who would fight for ur love, i'll b de hero, u been dreaming of. We'll live forever, knowing together and we did it all for the glory of love." (I GOT IT~!! wahahaha) NICE SONG~!! =wink=
Oh ya... i went 2 bugis 2day wif Doris jie jie. Anyway... when i was on my way 2 meet her, i was walking in the bugis control station, toking 2 her on de phone. Suddenly, someone waved his hand in front of my face.. guess who?? -.- HIM~!!! WHOA~!! MY heart almost stopped~!! IT STOPPED, den it began 2 hit twice as fast as a human being's normal heart beat would go sial~!! But.... he doesn't look thrilled 2 c mi lahx... I mean, y would he. I asked him, "Wad ya doing here?" he said, "waiting for my fren. u?" i said, "i'm meeting my ex collegue. I go off first. bye." I dunno y.. but i dun think i even take a look at him when he gave mi a short wave 2 signal bye... i almost cried.. dun ask mi y... just TOO shock... i almost cried. I'm both happy and angry. I'm happy tat he is fine. I'm angry becoz he's avoiding mi. but if he's avoiding mi, WHY THE HELL HE WANNA WAVE AT MI IN THE FIRST PLACE~!! I dun understand him.. no, i dun understand guys. He's going 2 NS tis wed... it's goodbye 2 him. FOR... 2 yrs?? and after 2 yrs, i'll b able 2 wipe my slate clean and start anew. Isn't it great?? Oh gosH~!! hehe~!! -.- Let's nt tok 2 fast ya. Anyway, really had alot of laughters wif doris jie jie. I mean.. she's in a devastated mood and she was like, "Mei ar~!! MI wanna cry liao.. stop making mi laugh~!! Very hard u know~!! I keep wanting 2 cry but u keep making mi laugh." -.- wad de~!! Cannot blame mi mahx.. =wink= hehe.... we went 2 dome and drink. She actually initiated Starbucks. But after tt 'espresso incident' wif stella, i'm 2 afraid sial. So we went 2 dome 2 drink. I guess we made a grand entrance and i guess i tok 2 loud. Becoz half de crowd in dome was like looking at mi. -.- I ordered "mango smoothie" while she ordered, "ice whizz corner mango" Mine taste horrible.. i mean.. it's nice when i first taste it, but too must milk tat i got so tired of it. Dunno wad's wrong wif mi lahz... today.. any guys looked at mi, i'll get angry... -.- dunno y... i jus dun like ppl KEEP staring at mi.. i'll get fed up. Doris jie jie isn't in a good mood either. BUt i jus keep toking and making her laugh lahx... eh... hope i brighten up her day... =x I msged gilbert abt HIM and gilbert called mi. We toked crap sial... He almost choked 2 death when i told him i'm in de toilet toking to him.. he was like, "WHAT?? wad u doing inside toilet now??" -.- Wah lao.. go toilet must b urinating de mehx?? cannot look at mirror ar?? -.- hahahaa~!! Anyway, mi and doris jie jie den went 2 mcdonald and i had french fries~!! I ate de whole medium packet. IN de MRT, doris jie jie actually said.... "I understand how u feel... Lili mei ar... u haven't 4get him rite.. it's so obvious..." i was like --> -.- "no lehx~!! Nonsense.. got over liaoz.. he is HISTORY." doris said, "u can bluff urself lohx... but if u haven't forgot him.. how cum ur heart beat so fast when u saw him... i understand how u feel. It's like.. u saw him. U r happy but yet angry. Coz he gave u an attitude. And he hadn't been replying ur msges. But he'll get mature in NS. dun worry." i was like totally shock.. becos all along, i've known HIM as my history and treat him as my brother. but guess.. my feelings were being told out... Inside my mind.. i was thinking.. "even if he'll b mature when he cum out of NS.. i'm nt de one standing beside him already... So i guess, i'll jus wish him all e best and may God always b wif him. I hope tt he'll change 4 de better when he cums out of NS..." When i enter Poly, i'm prepared 2 start anew without HIM. I dun wish 4 him 2 keep haunting my dreams and thoughts anymore. I'll go insane one day... I really will... If onli.. If onli there's a guy whom can really touches my heart and tells mi... GUYS DUN SUCKS. wahahahahahaha~!!!! aw man.. guys out there dun kill mi ya. =p
~LiLi~
Name:Lau Li Li
Age:18+
Sex:Female
Schools:Fuhua Pri., Keming Pri.,Zhenghua Sec., Republic Polytechnic
Work:Part-Time Modelling & Actress, Tutor
Wants:Pursue my studies on Law and if possible, Full-time for my Part-time works
~Her Favorites~
1.Coconut juice *i simply can't do without it*
2.Greentea POLKA *The Alternate*
3.Chrysanthemum *The Second Alternate*
4.Instant noodles *The unresistable*
5.Beach *The Quiet Corner*
6.IT Security Management & Networking *Pls grant mi As*
--> MicroEconomics *Pls grant mi MORE As*
7.Sammi Chueng, Yang Qian Hua, Zhou Xing Chi, Daniel Wu, She Shi Man *The Must WATCH movies*
8.Home-Cooked Food *Foods which i'll nv get bored of*
9.'Can you keep a secret?', 'The Make Up Girl', 'The Undomestic Goddess', 'The Shopaholic' *Books i can't do without*
10.Reality Shows *The only times which i can see ppl make a fool out of themselves other than myself.*
~Loves~
1.My Family *The Never Ending Support*
2.My Buddies & Friends *The Never Ending Laughters*
3.My Hubby *The Never Ending Love,Care and quarrels*
4.Music *My Life*
5.Acting *Pastime*
6.Being Crazy *The only times which i am not angry*
7.Typing *The only thing i am fast in*
8.Singing *The only time your voice is louder than your parents's
9.Movies *Watch ppl nag,quarrel,trick etc at other ppl for once rather than i'm the victim every other times*
10.Sleeping *The only time i can rest*
~Loathes~
1.Angry ppl
2.Cruel ppl
3.Temperamental ppl
4.Stubborn ppl
5.Hypocrites
6.Attitude ppl
7.Tiko ppl
8.Bossy ppl
9.Lazy ppl
10.Papaya!
11.Backstabbers
~WishList~
1.Get As for results
2.Happy And Peaceful world
3.Friends to be happy
4.Happy Family
5.Happy Me
6.Happy Facilitators so i'll have good daily grades
7.Happy Hubby
8.Good establish career
9.Good future
10.Great Life
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