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My luck is decreasing like 1n/min (one notch per min). Firstly, i got de wrong ans for my test compared 2 de rest of my classmates. I missed out two sentences which is like one whole chunk for Java. How i wish someone could just shootme immediately 2 release my pain man. Seriously. I think i'm being too sensitive or something, but still, i was hurt. We actually changed group, and i said, "Well, all of u are stuck wif mi. Nvm. i can help all of u." (wif a big big biggrin on my ugly face.) And a couple of them actually said, "You dun ruin our stuffs den can liao, den it is a big help." I was like... "erm... ok... so..... ... ... ... i dunno wad 2 say..." So i acted CUTE saying, "OK loh.. wah lao.. like tt sayme..." with that stupid dumb act cute face. But i was seriously hurt and so i was trying 2 cover up by acting way FREAKINGcute. And den, one of my fren is actually in a bad mood and.. i was so guilty tt i couldn't do anything 2 help. All i can dois sit there and look at him. You know, that kinda awkward moment like... i look at you and you puff away that kinda moment?Anyone could have done better than me lohs.. i seriously got so numb tt i dunno wad 2 say.. de worse is that all i can do isgive some stupid lame ideas which is totally like "whamp", bang wall kinda idea. Now my mom is like blah blah blah... blah blah. She is going to that kinda mood 2 tell mi abt all the nightmares she had AGAIN... She said she dreamt about me last nite after seeing my wrist. She said she dreamt of me having a bandage on my head and den, i dunno how it actually can FLAP but it did like what she told me. And she could see my wound on my head which is a HOLE... and GOD, de worse is i was still talking 2 her wif that HOLE ON MY HEAD?!?ok, apparently, that was not what surprised my mom, obviously it was the sight of the wound that she gasped about. And den, she said i showed her my arms and it was all bruised and bloody and stuffs. And i told her that i fell down. God, i must have fell down a rocky MOUNTAIN like 10000000 feets tall. And that i was still... ALIVE! I must be a Goddess in that dream. A bloody goddess at that. Ok, so, she began saying, "anything must tell mi leh..." I know she meant good, and i know she care, trust me. I know my mom. I know she actually care. But de thing is... the only thing she'll say is, "Aiyah.. study lah.. y wanna care about all those stuffs." den like, hello? What's de whole point? U know what i mean? She's going KL 2mr til Sunday... for her MEDITATING stuffs... i'm stilltrying 2 recover from the SHOCK that someone actually go malaysia EVERY SINGLE day AFTER HER WORK just to learn how 2 meditate. This actually insulted the meditating talents that Singaporeans have ya know tt she actually had to go all the way 2 malaysia. But what's de diff.. de only time i see her is when i look at my dinner. I see her for less than 30mins becos she'd beoooooooo taiji.. 5 times a week.. yea, i count good, 5 times. That's like more than the times that i go to school.
Hey, seriously, am i really a bitch?
I'm not kidding.
Because all of a sudden, almost everyone makes me look and act like a bitch..
Apparantly, the problem doesn't lies in them...
then it does have to lie on someone else..
that is...
Me..
Name:Lau Li Li
Age:18+
Sex:Female
Schools:Fuhua Pri., Keming Pri.,Zhenghua Sec., Republic Polytechnic
Work:Part-Time Modelling & Actress, Tutor
Wants:Pursue my studies on Law and if possible, Full-time for my Part-time works 1.Coconut juice *i simply can't do without it* 2.Greentea POLKA *The Alternate* 3.Chrysanthemum *The Second Alternate* 4.Instant noodles *The unresistable* 5.Beach *The Quiet Corner* 6.IT Security Management & Networking *Pls grant mi As* --> MicroEconomics *Pls grant mi MORE As* 7.Sammi Chueng, Yang Qian Hua, Zhou Xing Chi, Daniel Wu, She Shi Man *The Must WATCH movies* 8.Home-Cooked Food *Foods which i'll nv get bored of* 9.'Can you keep a secret?', 'The Make Up Girl', 'The Undomestic Goddess', 'The Shopaholic' *Books i can't do without* 10.Reality Shows *The only times which i can see ppl make a fool out of themselves other than myself.* 1.My Family *The Never Ending Support* 2.My Buddies & Friends *The Never Ending Laughters* 3.My Hubby *The Never Ending Love,Care and quarrels* 4.Music *My Life* 5.Acting *Pastime* 6.Being Crazy *The only times which i am not angry* 7.Typing *The only thing i am fast in* 8.Singing *The only time your voice is louder than your parents's 9.Movies *Watch ppl nag,quarrel,trick etc at other ppl for once rather than i'm the victim every other times* 10.Sleeping *The only time i can rest* 1.Angry ppl 2.Cruel ppl 3.Temperamental ppl 4.Stubborn ppl 5.Hypocrites 6.Attitude ppl 7.Tiko ppl 8.Bossy ppl 9.Lazy ppl 10.Papaya! 11.Backstabbers 1.Get As for results 2.Happy And Peaceful world 3.Friends to be happy 4.Happy Family 5.Happy Me 6.Happy Facilitators so i'll have good daily grades 7.Happy Hubby 8.Good establish career 9.Good future 10.Great Life
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