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Today is definitely not my day. And i mean definitely. First, xiaohsin was late for meeting me and i had 2 skip my breakfast. Den Angeline and i were late. I went 2 find her at bedok so we can go 2gether. She was still packing her stuffs so i figured i might as well grab somethingto stuff myself before going 2 visit Audrey in the hospital. I was like carrying a present for Audrey and magazines too so it was kinda heavy.. And i can't believe i didn't collapse carrying it. In fact, i was amazed. Secondly, Willie didn't come though he said he would. he said he've something on.. -.-" dunno which idiot asked us all to meet in the morning one lor! haha~! Not only him, chitty too. I was kinda hindered by thiswee little irritation in my heart because i want the best for Audrey and i want her to know that we all care for her. But.. oh well. Thirdly,ok, me, mega and Angeline was late. True, our fault. Then the guys are playing arcade and we had to walk around the mall to wait for them in return. NO wonder funan kept asking us 2 go arcade find them. -.-" And they were all like, "Eh, who say wanna meet 1030 one huh. who huh." I was like.. -.-" And plus, they kept repeating it loh which is damn irritating. And i actually argued back, "still dunno have who say wanna meet 6 one loh. And plus hor, not i suggest 2 meet morning one hor. The one who asked 2 meet in the morning nv come." OK.. i was indirectly shooting someone, but hey.. cancerians have strong defensiveness for themselves. I didn't mean 2 offend anyone.. ok.. i'm sorry if i offended anyone who isreading this. Thirdly is when i saw Audrey. I almost cried. She actually had a motorbike accident and was hospitalized.. I wanted 2 cry but i know i must not because i wanted Audrey 2 b strong, ya know? She was so pale.. pale till i almost can't recognize her. And her leg.. gosh.. I really dunno wad 2 say. Though i'm not anyone close but just her classmate/fren, i feel for her. If i were in her place, i could have just commit suicide loh. She is definitely one strong lady. HIP HIP HOORAY FOR AUDREY~! YIPPEE~! Ok, if u r thinking i'm a lesbian, i'm not. haha~! i'm witness that is xiaohsin. he is both my witness and evidence. I just think that if i were her, i would really wish for my frens 2 b there for me, esp my family too. I would need every support i need. And i know... i have limited frens. In fact, i can use my fingers 2 count. Now u know why i was a little irritated when some of them couldn't go. i know they have valid reasons and i respect it but just that, i dunno... i really hope that audrey gets all the attention and care she needed now that she is in this state. Audrey, take care ok? Hope you get a speedy recovery. Anyway, after that, i went 2 meet xiaohsin again, and yes, he was late AGAIN... But i controlled my temper and stuffs and i headstraight to the vcd shop in plaza 2 wait for him 2 arrive. I just dun understand how can someone be late when i msged him de moment i boarded 190from orchard, i should take a longer time than him and he is still late! And he blamed it on the bus. A bus can offend him. Gosh. Ok, the momenthe came, we just rented vcds and got out of there. blah blah blah. and my day went on well. i had a great time wif my gb and i'm glad 2 say thatwe were all talking happily and no spilling of how bad my day were. And den, i headed back home. Me and my mom waited for bro and dad 2 bhome.
I've 2 say this, my bro isn't in a good mood at all. De moment he reaches home, he said, "Something is not right." He kept ranting on about how much allowance i get etc. Y can't he just mind his own business? Not that my dad is going 2 cut his allowance off for my allowance. He kept comparing. dunno WHO asked me NOT TO compare last time. Look who is arguing now. When i said, "y daddy buy this for u, nv buy this for me." den my bro will say, "CANNOT COMPARE ONE..." Then my bloody allowance can compare lah! what kinda logic is that? i was extremely piss off but i kept a cool face. He actually kept on saying, "u better save your money and dun keep claiming money from dad." somethinglike that lah. i dun really remember. I actually shot back that i didn't claim from him. Den he said, "i was only saying only." KAO. he defend himself DAMN fast loh! Fine, he can do well 2 b jealous, doing comparisons and stuffs. But does he have 2 like say it so up frontin front of me like i'm some kinda spoilt brat?!!? Who is the spoilt brat here huh. Who bought EXPENSIVE clothes while i buy my clothes from THIS FASHION. the shop which sell clothes for less than 10 dollars. Who actually have laptop AFTER i have 2 buy mine for poly?! He compare?!!? hellO~! he is WORKING WHILE I AM STUDYING. He can make his own money but i can't!! YOU ARE BLOODY HELL ASKING ME TO EAT MORE AND YET U WANNA COMPLAIN ABOUT MY ALLOWANCE. what de hell is your main point and target arguing about this issue?!asking papa 2 give mi less issit! Sometimes, i look up on you, in fact, most of the times. But sometimes you are such a brat that i couldn't help wanting 2 COMPLAIN IN MY BLOG BECAUSE I BLOODY HELL KNOW I CAN'T WIN YOU ARGUING WITH YOU UP FRONT. becausei know that PAPA WILL BLOW HIS FUSE AND SO WILL YOU. so i kept my mouth shut and let my bloody fingers do the talking. There wasthis time, when my bro was like ranting about asking xiaohsin 2 study hard. he was ranting AT ME. AT ME ME ME ME ME! What can i do!?!what can i do when he is so soft spoken, so lazy (he admitted it himself) and depends on his luck SO MUCH! WHat the hell can i DO! I tell him and he was like, 'ya la ya la ya la". YA YA YA, YA WAD. WHERE IS THE RESULT!
I'm sorry.. for your information.. i think i'm going 2 have my menses soon.. so i'm extremely bloody hot tempered now adays. iF i offended anyone, which i know i did, i'm sorry but i sincerely hope that these unhappiness will vanish from my mind and heart.
My mom is seldom at home.. in fact, i only see him for minutes or a a couple of hours. u shd know if u read my previous entries. I really hope that i can see more of her. Though she always say, "i'm at home, den so wad... u r always typing away in your lap top or playinggame etc." but, mama, i just wanna feel and see your presence and i'm contented.
If u know my well enuff.. i'm that kinda ger which lets the eyes do the talking. If u wanna know that i dun like u, look in my eyes, somehowno matter how much i cover up, my eyes will show the fire.
Thanks doris jie jie for giving mi the biscuits. Awww.. i guess helping u is so much worth it. hehehe~! i'm waiting for my ice cream, jie jie~!Muack~! lOve ya~!
I actually said so in the hopsital to my classmates after seeing audrey's mom feeding her, "If only i get hospitalized too... then my mama will feed me." And i know she'll spend more time wif me. And so will my bro and my dad. And they won't throw tantrum at me or give mi attitudebecause i am the victim you see. But i know there'll be a prize to pay before heading to this paradise that is to get myself into heavy heavyinjuries. Well.. if i have 2 choose... it is worth it..
All of us are waiting for u 2 come back 2 sch, audrey~!
Name:Lau Li Li
Age:18+
Sex:Female
Schools:Fuhua Pri., Keming Pri.,Zhenghua Sec., Republic Polytechnic
Work:Part-Time Modelling & Actress, Tutor
Wants:Pursue my studies on Law and if possible, Full-time for my Part-time works 1.Coconut juice *i simply can't do without it* 2.Greentea POLKA *The Alternate* 3.Chrysanthemum *The Second Alternate* 4.Instant noodles *The unresistable* 5.Beach *The Quiet Corner* 6.IT Security Management & Networking *Pls grant mi As* --> MicroEconomics *Pls grant mi MORE As* 7.Sammi Chueng, Yang Qian Hua, Zhou Xing Chi, Daniel Wu, She Shi Man *The Must WATCH movies* 8.Home-Cooked Food *Foods which i'll nv get bored of* 9.'Can you keep a secret?', 'The Make Up Girl', 'The Undomestic Goddess', 'The Shopaholic' *Books i can't do without* 10.Reality Shows *The only times which i can see ppl make a fool out of themselves other than myself.* 1.My Family *The Never Ending Support* 2.My Buddies & Friends *The Never Ending Laughters* 3.My Hubby *The Never Ending Love,Care and quarrels* 4.Music *My Life* 5.Acting *Pastime* 6.Being Crazy *The only times which i am not angry* 7.Typing *The only thing i am fast in* 8.Singing *The only time your voice is louder than your parents's 9.Movies *Watch ppl nag,quarrel,trick etc at other ppl for once rather than i'm the victim every other times* 10.Sleeping *The only time i can rest* 1.Angry ppl 2.Cruel ppl 3.Temperamental ppl 4.Stubborn ppl 5.Hypocrites 6.Attitude ppl 7.Tiko ppl 8.Bossy ppl 9.Lazy ppl 10.Papaya! 11.Backstabbers 1.Get As for results 2.Happy And Peaceful world 3.Friends to be happy 4.Happy Family 5.Happy Me 6.Happy Facilitators so i'll have good daily grades 7.Happy Hubby 8.Good establish career 9.Good future 10.Great Life
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