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2005-08-19 piss off..>bloggie, i'm damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn piss off rite now. I feel like scolding vulgarities non stop and i would if that subject isn't sitting behind mi rite now. I'm so farking piss piss piss piss. I feel like punching de wall. PUnching anything i see just to vent my anger at something. First, i didn't have a great nite sleep at all last nite. i kept waking up cos it's damn cold and recently, my nose would get agitated at a slightest coldness it sense. And i'll keep sneezing and sneezing. And den, i "quarrelled" wif my bro last nite as well because of the MSn stuffs. He gave mi that really piss off look and that "See la. Your fault again." that kinda look. I cried and i wrote that previous entry. Secondly, my menses still refuse 2 come which is getting all my emotions mixed up and i feel like ARGH!!!!!!!!!!! TEARING DE WALLS APART! Thirdly, i didn't have a great lesson AT ALL because, yes, Java. Great. Great module. Great. just great. we had 2 FARKING PAINT AND DRAWUSING JAVA CODES WHICH I ALREADY FAILED IN ART AND NOW I STILL HAVE 2 DO THESE CODES! And it was bloody hell difficult becauseyou dun get 2 position your shapes anywhere u wan but u have 2 do so by coordinates and I HAD A BLOODY HELL HARD TIME 2 FIND THOSE STUPID DUMB DUMB COORDINATES! pls dun ask anything about my team members because i dun feel like saying anything. Fourthly, i'll just be straight forward, xiaohsin's relative passed away and that he claims he isn't really close to him. And u know, the other timehis relative passed away, i wasn't allowed 2 go 2 his house for some reasons which i dunno. Cos his mom says it isn't nice and stuffs. So, ok, i didn't go and i understand. 2nite, cos i've nowhere 2 go cos i dun dare 2 go home as i'm afraid that my bro is in his bad mood again, i wanna stay outside. Den xiaohsin called his mom 2 ask if i can go his house. If this reader is a ger, u will understand that this is EXTREMELY AWKWARD because i dunno wad 2 say 2 console anyone regarding relative passing away, or whatever. And i am curious that i wasn't allowed 2 go de other time and why now i can go? Den xiaohsin gave mi that super super lame "reason" and so, i buy it. OK, i went 2 his house reluctantly because firstly, i've nowhere 2 go and secondly, i dun wanna upset him. So, ok, i go. I went there, have dinner bought by his mom(another awkward stuff) and watched cartoon. hs WHOLE FAMILY IS AT HOME and i've never in my 9 months 2gether wif him experienced it before and at a time LIKE THIS! i felt so EXTRA because their relative just passed away and i'm in their house watching cartoon. really, my mom will kill me if she finds out. And den, xiaohsin's big bro came and asked xiaohsin out. (psst.. by the way, xiaohsin have 2 brother and one of them, i dun really like who is the second bro. Why? Because i have a phoebia towards sales and he used 2 keep nagging xiaohsin about sales which i disapprove because he is studying and his results isn't that good. that's y, i dun really get along wif him well.) i didn't know how long they went out of the room but it wasBLOODY HELL long for mi because i'm in a room wif his second bro ALONE and his bro actually went 2 close de door and on air con while i was sneezing away and didn't dare 2 say a word. SO, FINE! I wanna GET OUT OF THAT HOUSE because i feel awkward, i'm sick, i'm frustrated that HE left me in a room wif his second bro AND that he nv tell mi he'll be out so LONG.. I hurriedly off the tv after finish de WHOLEEPISODE which is around half an hour and went 2 collect my stuffs. I said byebye 2 his whole family and took xiaohsin's keys, ready 2 get outof the nightmare. Den xiaohsin's big bro notice and ask xiaohsin 2 send mi home. xiaohsin EXCLAIMED "WHAT!? WHAT IS WRONG WIF YOU!? later den go home." FARK! I WANNA GO HOME IS MY BLOODY BUSINESS, HOW DARE YOU STOP ME! and u still DARE 2 GIVE MI ATTITUDE! IN YOUR HOUSE SOME MORE! os i said quietly, "I wanna go. my dad rushing mi home." den he began ranting non stop (which i nv listen properly) and giving mi that frustrated gestures. i totally FARKING HECK CARE and got out of the house. I was walking toward's my gb house when he actually took de stairs and came. He gave mi that frown on the face and was like kept following mi. He keep EXCLAIMING, 'what!?!? what is wrong wif u?I'VE DO ANYTHING WRONG MEH!" and i cannot tahan anymore and i exclaimed back, 'NO! NOTHING WRONG. GO HOME!" and he refuse 2 listen. and i mean it when i ask him 2 go home because i was SERIOUSLY FARKING ANNOYED AND PISSED OFF that i could just KILL SOMEONE RIGHT THERE AND THEN. And den, he began shouting at me, like, "WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH YOU! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG WAD! dUN TOK 2 MI LIKE THAT!" HA!!!! LOOK WHO IS SHOUTING! i began shouting at him that "JUST GO HOME OK! I DUN WANNA SEE YOU!" and he kept ranting on and on and on and on again. so i ignored him and just walk off. when i reach my gb place, he gave mi a sarcastic remark, saying, "This is call father wanna u 2 go home ar." i ignored again. and he began saying sorry that he shouted at me and stuffs. WHAT! U KILLED SOMEONEA ND U SAY SORRY AR! THAT PERSON WILL REVIVE ISSIT! and i told him that it is too late. and he began explaining TO ME WHY I AM ANGRY. BINGO! U GOT IT CORRECT!YAY! I'M SO BLOODY HAPPY FOR YOU! he den tell mi he climbed so many flights of stairs just 2 get 2 mi. and i sarcastically replied, "i nv tell you 2 climb stairs" HA! DOESN'T THIS SOUND FAMILIAR! the other time i was only late for 20 mins, i ran from my house 2 de bus stop whileit was raining heavily, i told him that, and he said, "i nv ask you 2 run in the rain. if u left home earlier, u wouldn't have been in de rain at all." REVENGE IS SWEET! i'm simply going 2 ignore him because he is a ignorant person and i am still FARKING ANNOYED.
~LiLi~
Name:Lau Li Li
Age:18+
Sex:Female
Schools:Fuhua Pri., Keming Pri.,Zhenghua Sec., Republic Polytechnic
Work:Part-Time Modelling & Actress, Tutor
Wants:Pursue my studies on Law and if possible, Full-time for my Part-time works
~Her Favorites~
1.Coconut juice *i simply can't do without it*
2.Greentea POLKA *The Alternate*
3.Chrysanthemum *The Second Alternate*
4.Instant noodles *The unresistable*
5.Beach *The Quiet Corner*
6.IT Security Management & Networking *Pls grant mi As*
--> MicroEconomics *Pls grant mi MORE As*
7.Sammi Chueng, Yang Qian Hua, Zhou Xing Chi, Daniel Wu, She Shi Man *The Must WATCH movies*
8.Home-Cooked Food *Foods which i'll nv get bored of*
9.'Can you keep a secret?', 'The Make Up Girl', 'The Undomestic Goddess', 'The Shopaholic' *Books i can't do without*
10.Reality Shows *The only times which i can see ppl make a fool out of themselves other than myself.*
~Loves~
1.My Family *The Never Ending Support*
2.My Buddies & Friends *The Never Ending Laughters*
3.My Hubby *The Never Ending Love,Care and quarrels*
4.Music *My Life*
5.Acting *Pastime*
6.Being Crazy *The only times which i am not angry*
7.Typing *The only thing i am fast in*
8.Singing *The only time your voice is louder than your parents's
9.Movies *Watch ppl nag,quarrel,trick etc at other ppl for once rather than i'm the victim every other times*
10.Sleeping *The only time i can rest*
~Loathes~
1.Angry ppl
2.Cruel ppl
3.Temperamental ppl
4.Stubborn ppl
5.Hypocrites
6.Attitude ppl
7.Tiko ppl
8.Bossy ppl
9.Lazy ppl
10.Papaya!
11.Backstabbers
~WishList~
1.Get As for results
2.Happy And Peaceful world
3.Friends to be happy
4.Happy Family
5.Happy Me
6.Happy Facilitators so i'll have good daily grades
7.Happy Hubby
8.Good establish career
9.Good future
10.Great Life
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