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Hi bloggie of a sad blogger. This poor little stupid dumb ger has been alone for 3 hours and she is sympathising herself because no one pity her. Well, since no one is reading this except for i guess doris jie jie, i might as well type in here that i'm not mentally stable recently. I can cry all of a sudden for nothing and laugh when i'm sad or whatever. And for a long time, i've been seeking for sympathy which pathetically, xiaohsin didn't provided me wif. Because all he gave mi was tons of attitudes and tempers which den make de my life collapsing even more 1cm by 1cmdown into the deep valley. You wan examples? Example like we queued for movie tickets and we queued at the wrong queued and he gave me attitude? When i told him 2 calm down, he tell mi, "of cos la! not you queue wrong mah" is something BLOODY WRONG wif ur eyes or are YOU BLIND! I am queueing WITH YOU, MY DARLING! He'd to make till i cry and made things worse before saying that his attitude was wrong which was totally too late. And de worse is that he nv change loh. no. never one. he keep saying, "i feel so bad, i feel so guilty, i'm useless" blah blah blah blah. It's as long as Santa claus's presents listings for christmas. den WHAT! WHAT WHAT WHAT! at first, i can still smile and say, "no lah. no no." blah blah blah. den as time goes by, i'll go, "nvm nvm nvm" and den now, i can reply him, "shut up." seriously. i admit loh. all of you may say i'm awful, i'm an idiot, i'm a bitch, i dun care. because i cannot tahan when someone keep apologising when he nv at de least DO SOMETHING TO PROVE THAT HE HAD IMPROVED! what. what am i suppose 2 do. everytime nod my head and smile ar! eh, i've limits ok. u think i'm wad. i have my tempers and i can say that my temper is bloody hell bad.
And another thing, xiaohsin's family is damn big. no, seriously. his aunts, his second aunt, his third aunt, his first uncle, his second uncle, his third uncle, his shu shu, his second shu shu, his er yi, san yi, whatever yi, whatever biao ge, biao jie, whatever la. I tell u, next time wanna invite, invite all his relatives can liao. You can fill in de whole annex hall wif all of them. I admit. I have relatives ma chiam no relatives like that. It's been like that since years. Since my mom began raising mi again instead of passing me 2 my aunt 2 take care. Since den, i see relatives as, my ang bao givers andthey treat me as their information counter. we nv tok unless they called 2 ask for my mother or father or whatever. I am anti social you see. i dun like 2 mess around wif ppl. BEcos my family and xiaohsin is already a whole big mess 2 mi already still wanna look for more trouble ar.
Ah, but you see. de point is, xiaohsin mix well wif his relatives. He can go his relative's house eat steam boat, go his relative house console his cousincos his aunt told him to, go to this funeral, go to that funeral in less than half a year, you can say i'm bloody hell evil loh which i admit i am. Buti can't help but a tiny bit of jealousy leaked out of me. You can blame me ar. I hardly sees my relatives loh unless they wan mi 2 wad... tok 2 my cousin and tell her not 2 mess up wif malay pai kias ar.. wad.. tok 2 everyone and SOLVE ALL THEIR PROBS but who come and SOLVE MY PROB! I can take it when someone dies you see. I'm easily upset. You tell me your grand grand father's cousin's uncle whatever probs i'll cry for himwithout even knowing him. Xiaohsin's family is too big for mi 2 handle. Awhile is this, awhile is that. i love my life simple. De old frens, de old family, de old stead, old everything except clothes and accessories. Since xiaohsin came i tot< "whoa, i can settle down liao." den.. wad.. settle wad shit. settle wif his family ar. his aunt, his uncle, his whatever is EVERYWHERE! I MEAN EVERYWHERE! in changi oso CALL! Those from small families who have insufficient family love will understand. For those who have big families like xiaohsin, do you understand how 'we" feel anot!!!
And my bro is damn temperamental loh. I just off his sounds for msn. Den now i enabled it already, but still it can't sound. I tell u ar, i swear something is wrong wif my hands. I can't touch anything. i touch anything will spoil anything. My hands are like acid. Touch wad den spoil wad. i dunno lah ok. i dunno issit really i suay or really is God making fun of me. First is my family, den my frens, den xiaohsin, now my entire life. wah, really. i feel like killing myself for real this time.
Name:Lau Li Li
Age:18+
Sex:Female
Schools:Fuhua Pri., Keming Pri.,Zhenghua Sec., Republic Polytechnic
Work:Part-Time Modelling & Actress, Tutor
Wants:Pursue my studies on Law and if possible, Full-time for my Part-time works 1.Coconut juice *i simply can't do without it* 2.Greentea POLKA *The Alternate* 3.Chrysanthemum *The Second Alternate* 4.Instant noodles *The unresistable* 5.Beach *The Quiet Corner* 6.IT Security Management & Networking *Pls grant mi As* --> MicroEconomics *Pls grant mi MORE As* 7.Sammi Chueng, Yang Qian Hua, Zhou Xing Chi, Daniel Wu, She Shi Man *The Must WATCH movies* 8.Home-Cooked Food *Foods which i'll nv get bored of* 9.'Can you keep a secret?', 'The Make Up Girl', 'The Undomestic Goddess', 'The Shopaholic' *Books i can't do without* 10.Reality Shows *The only times which i can see ppl make a fool out of themselves other than myself.* 1.My Family *The Never Ending Support* 2.My Buddies & Friends *The Never Ending Laughters* 3.My Hubby *The Never Ending Love,Care and quarrels* 4.Music *My Life* 5.Acting *Pastime* 6.Being Crazy *The only times which i am not angry* 7.Typing *The only thing i am fast in* 8.Singing *The only time your voice is louder than your parents's 9.Movies *Watch ppl nag,quarrel,trick etc at other ppl for once rather than i'm the victim every other times* 10.Sleeping *The only time i can rest* 1.Angry ppl 2.Cruel ppl 3.Temperamental ppl 4.Stubborn ppl 5.Hypocrites 6.Attitude ppl 7.Tiko ppl 8.Bossy ppl 9.Lazy ppl 10.Papaya! 11.Backstabbers 1.Get As for results 2.Happy And Peaceful world 3.Friends to be happy 4.Happy Family 5.Happy Me 6.Happy Facilitators so i'll have good daily grades 7.Happy Hubby 8.Good establish career 9.Good future 10.Great Life
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