* click the words at the left to navigate *
*Respect Me, Respect my Blog *
*Special Thanks 2 Eric (IT expert), LiLin (Blur Ger), Cheryl (Invisible Ger), Xia (Shopping Ger), Doris Jie Jie (Short Ger) and Hubby For All Of Your Support And ConCern. ^^/*
Anyone who knows me knows that i'm not de kind to "hide here hide there" and wait till in private den tok about whatever i was hiding right? I mean, seriously lah, come on loh, if u really know about me, i'm not de kind to tolerate for the sake of your pride. I mean, if it's those i still can tolerate one, den fine, i'll keep quiet, that's all. But i can't help it if i just explode rite? U can say that i'm just being unreasonable, suits you, but if u were in my shoes, my character, u'd know why.
The following event would sound that i'm unreasonable towards xiaohsin. For those who can't bear 2 READ that i'm treating xiaohsin "unwell", den dun go on because i dun wan any criticism from all of you. I'm just being me, i can't help it. So understand this principle or just get lost.
Ok, so actually it started well. me and xiaohsin went to orchard for lunch. We took bus and everything, we were very happy. I was still my "act cute" usual self making stupid lame jokes and clowning around. Den when we alighted from opposite of Far East, i actually saw a red building which i've nv been in b4. I was so enthusiastic about going in cos it looks so grand. Den xiaoshin have 2 say something which totally ruined my mood. "i thought we went in b4 already? y wanna go in again."
I stopped short and turned to him, "since when i went in with you b4?" He kept insisting we went into that building b4 and when we entered de building, he still dare ask mi, "Remember already?" SOMEONE must have SOME GUTS to really ask "remember already?" to another one because that SOMEONE actually thought he REMEMBERED clearly he came here b4 wif ANOTHER SOMEONE. U know what i mean? When u ask someone, tapping your foot and having one of your eye brows raised and saying, "remember already?", it must be that you SERIOUSLY remember coming here with that person. If not, you won't be so confident already, ain't i right? Someone confused would go, "we nv come b4 meh?!" not THIS kinda reaction. I was standing perfectly still on my ground because I PERFECTLY REMEMBER i did not even COME here b4. I was farking piss off.. plainly because this is not de first time. When i insisted on wanting to know who he came here wif, he gave mi that STUPID DARN frustrated look on his face saying "I dunno. i forgot" HE THINK HE CAN GET AWAY WITH THIS STUPID SENTENCE OF HIS EVERY SINGLE TIME I ANGRY!
This ain't de first time. The other time was when we were in plaza. We always go over to a shop over there to rent VCDs to watch at home when we are bored. There is a board outside displaying movies which were new. When i just casually asked xiaohsin "eh, which one we watch b4 huh? u still rem.?" so far so good for the first few movies he pointed. Den he pointed 2 one of the movie WHICH WE DIDN'T WATCH B4 because de moment i look at the pic of the VCDS each time i saw it, i think of it as pretty lame. ONCE again, he kept INSISTING that we watched it together. I was piss off ONCE again because i hate to be put in a spot when i know I'M CORRECT. He kept insisting and insisting and still wanna BET with me some more. He knew i was serious when i said, "if i watch it b4 wif YOU, i chop my head off and let you play soccer." i was deadly serious. He was like, "oh, i forgot le lah. i think i watch alone." WHAT DE FARK! IT IS A SUPER GREAT DIFFERENCE OK! I dunno how all of you think lah ok. Some movies are simply like made special for you because u watched it wif someone else or someone you love. How can you put de kinda stupid movies you watch alone together with you and your special someone watched it 2gether movies? It is SIMPLY HARD TO BE CONFUSED ABOUT SUCH STUFFS LOH! if he missed pointing out movies we watched b4, it is ok. But HELLO! POINTING AT A MOVIE WHICH WE NV WATCH B4? AND SOME MORE KEEP INSISTING! AND GIVING MI THAT BLOODY FRUSTRATED LOOK ON YOUR FACE?!?! den trying 2 FORGET about it by saying, "i forgot" or "i dunno"?!? dun you think YOU HAVE SOME SERIOUS EXPLAINING TO DO?!? Saying you forgot isn't a good reason at all loh! REALLY! u expect mi 2 BELIEVE! FINE! I BELIEVE! then now de STUPID SHOPPING CENTRE YOU OSO CAN GET CONFUSED MI AND SOMEONE ELSE! THAT'S GREAT!
Ok, den nvm. I forgot about that, i smiled and ok, fine, ok. Den after that, when we were going home in a train, we actually alighted the train from jurong east to switch trains to go to cck. den when i saw the jurong east entertainment centre, i just casually ASKED AGAIN, "hey, rem. what movie we watched 2gether thr?" den he was like, "errrrrrr' errrrrerrrr errr errr errr den he still give some stupid farnie replies like, "i REMEMBER WHERE WE SIT! we sat at the seat where is near entrance rite?!" WHAT DE HELL! jurong east's cinemas so BLOODY small, everywhere you sit oso near de entrance lah! AND HE IS BLOODY WRONG LOH! IT IS NOT really near to de entrance as compared to other seats. I kept my cool and raised my eyebrows. WE entered de train, and i told him, "Why you like to remember WRONG things huh. De places we've been to, u forget. De places we didn't go to, u somehow manage to remember. why ar." den he began giving mi those kinda "oh shit" look. He say, "aiyah.. i just remember de place we go, i dun remember de details one mah." OH REALLY! den i said, "oh, den you remember de movie we NEVER watched b4 lah?" i was actually TALKING, I WASN'T EVEN RAISING MY VOICE AT ALL! Actually, i wasn't really angry. really. i swear. I actually still tilt my head to another side and smile. Den he turned away from mi loh as if i'm talking to de WALL like that. Den i slap his hand and demand an answer. (still ain't raising my voice). den he began showing mi this STUPID BLOODY FARKING ATTITUDE OF HIS to me. Saying that "you like to quarrel in public issit" WHAT DE FARKING HELL! was i even quarrelling in de first place?!? I was just ASKING, i wasn't even raising my voice at all loh! I was so farking piss off that i told him 2 give mi my lap top and i just walked off myself de moment we alighted. I den told him i dun wan him 2 come wif me. He really went off and nv even come fetch mi from my godbro area and nv even send mi there. and he stilL DARE SAY THAT HE WORRIES EVERYTIME I GO HOME ALONE! ha!! FARKING BIG TALK!
I msged doris jie jie about it loh and she suggest for mi 2 accept him for who he is and that i can't change him. but why is he wanting mi 2 change for him!?! The volume of my voice, de clothes i wear, de way i talk, my frens, now de way i behave?!?! what he wans sial! he go change GF LAH! I sms him. i told him, "If u dun like de way i am, just leave." i'm serious. U can't change mi either. thanks jie jie for replying mi. MuaCk~! u are always de best. ^^ PUI GUYS!
This morning, he den msged mi and began to talk about FRENS! wah lao. he changed topic damn fast one loh. He began saying he didn't mean wei jian they all becos of me. Come on lah. They ARE bad influences ok. They smoke, drink, fight, drugs, vulgarities, not bad influence then wad?! EVen if i dun say so, my parents will disagree wif them oso. Smoking, fine. But drinking, fighting etc? The other time, when i was coming back from malaysia, xiaohsin was suppose 2 fetch mi from my house thr 2 makan, wei jian called him to go plaza cos he almost got into a fight lor! that is not bad influence then wad?! They BIO gers some more. they go orchard JUST TO bio gers. They wan mi 2 trust xiaohsin wif them!? HOW!?! then he wanna bring doris jie jie and my godbro in to tok. They are NOT bad influences ok. And without them, i'm a sure goner. Before we went steady, i already told him that i MUST meet my godbro everyday and he can't stop me. He say it's ok and that he dun mind. now he wanna bring up issues about it loh. now wanna blame who. Becos of him, i'm not in good terms wif my classmates becos he say he dun like the guys in my class. FINE. den see lah. see. this de result.
Ok loh. let's say he is right. We should not quarrel in public, right? we should act nice to each other wif no black faces and wait till private that time den we quarrel. He think we what? Some kinda big shot ar?! scared ppl come take our photographs and put in magazines issit? His pride is so damn impt that he dun wanna solve our prob in public loh. He wanna tok about pride?! HA! He wanna tok about black faces?!? Attitude?! he was de first one to give it loh. He TOK BIG ONLY! i'm so piss off. I wanna put all these aside but it is going to arise again.
I msged doris jie jie about it loh and she suggest for mi 2 accept him for who he is and that i can't change him. but why is he wanting mi 2 change for him!?! The volume of my voice, de clothes i wear, de way i talk, my frens, now de way i behave?!?! what he wans sial! he go change GF LAH! I sms him. i told him, "If u dun like de way i am, just leave." i'm serious. U can't change mi either. thanks jie jie for replying mi. MuaCk~! u are always de best. ^^ PUI GUYS!
can anyone tell mi wad 2 do. i really dunno wad 2 do. Am i really that unreasonable? hai...
Name:Lau Li Li
Age:18+
Sex:Female
Schools:Fuhua Pri., Keming Pri.,Zhenghua Sec., Republic Polytechnic
Work:Part-Time Modelling & Actress, Tutor
Wants:Pursue my studies on Law and if possible, Full-time for my Part-time works 1.Coconut juice *i simply can't do without it* 2.Greentea POLKA *The Alternate* 3.Chrysanthemum *The Second Alternate* 4.Instant noodles *The unresistable* 5.Beach *The Quiet Corner* 6.IT Security Management & Networking *Pls grant mi As* --> MicroEconomics *Pls grant mi MORE As* 7.Sammi Chueng, Yang Qian Hua, Zhou Xing Chi, Daniel Wu, She Shi Man *The Must WATCH movies* 8.Home-Cooked Food *Foods which i'll nv get bored of* 9.'Can you keep a secret?', 'The Make Up Girl', 'The Undomestic Goddess', 'The Shopaholic' *Books i can't do without* 10.Reality Shows *The only times which i can see ppl make a fool out of themselves other than myself.* 1.My Family *The Never Ending Support* 2.My Buddies & Friends *The Never Ending Laughters* 3.My Hubby *The Never Ending Love,Care and quarrels* 4.Music *My Life* 5.Acting *Pastime* 6.Being Crazy *The only times which i am not angry* 7.Typing *The only thing i am fast in* 8.Singing *The only time your voice is louder than your parents's 9.Movies *Watch ppl nag,quarrel,trick etc at other ppl for once rather than i'm the victim every other times* 10.Sleeping *The only time i can rest* 1.Angry ppl 2.Cruel ppl 3.Temperamental ppl 4.Stubborn ppl 5.Hypocrites 6.Attitude ppl 7.Tiko ppl 8.Bossy ppl 9.Lazy ppl 10.Papaya! 11.Backstabbers 1.Get As for results 2.Happy And Peaceful world 3.Friends to be happy 4.Happy Family 5.Happy Me 6.Happy Facilitators so i'll have good daily grades 7.Happy Hubby 8.Good establish career 9.Good future 10.Great Life
~Her Favorites~
* Chit Chats! *
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home