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i suggest those weak hearts dun read my blog anymore. I influence ppl easily, i dun wanna affect you too. Sorry about that.
Can anyone tell mi.. why does dramas always have such nice ending.. such grand ending.. such beautiful ending.. such gracious story... while in reality.. no such things will happen?
We just watch what we want to watch. I watch it because i know, at least i can see or feel something which won't happen in reality. The drama make it sound so easy. The ger love the guy, the guy love the ger, in the end, they live happily ever after.
i really wanna pick myself up and try go into a relationship again. Just like how i wanted to get over Ernest. I got over Ernest eventually, yes. I allow myself to go into relationship wif xh and eventually, yes, i got over Ernest. If i knew things will happen this way, i rather be stuck in liking ernest even though he has a gf right now. (i wish him and his gf all the best. Thanks, ERnest, for everything. For all your advises, for the pain you gave me, for the happiness you gave me, everything. U let me see the evil side of guys, but it's bad that i haven't learnt from my mistakes yet. U taught me to hate guys. U taught me that guys are not that gentleman as they are. U taught me that love is not as easy as it seems. Thanks. Hereby wishing you and your gf happiness in the world. ^^ your gf must b one lucky babe.) Erm, if ernest's gf every cum across my blog or anything or rumours about me still liking him, pls do not b mistaken. I MAY still like him but i've no intention in contacting him anymore. Sorry if i EVER cause any quarrels between both of you which i do not think will happen lahs. just wanna apologise for everything cos i do not wish for any barriers in between you and ernest or anything.
Time to time, i'd think of Ernest. But MOST of the time, i'm thinking about HIM. I got over him, actually. yes, i seriously did. after that breakdown in the restaurant wif doris jiejie, i seriously... felt so delighted that i can cry in front of someone else already. and it is my dearest jie jie. I'm so happy i let my feelings rush out. But i felt so angry at myself too becos my intention was not to let jiejie knows that i still couldn't let him go. But after that night, i felt so much better. Thanks, jie jie. MuaCk~! I have to move on. I rather still b stuck liking ernest. ok, i have to hypnotise myself. i like ernest, i like ernest, i like ernest. (fingers moving in front of my eyes). I hope it's working.... erm...
And that person who THOUGHT i still love him, get a life ok. Stop msging stuffs and act as if u still care for mi when you actually had moved on. U are making me stand still on my path. Stop doing that. I no longer love you anymore. So stop sending msges saying i still love you or anything or i'm hurting u and stuffs. I'm not. i'm now telling you i had moved on. YES. i had moved on! In fact, i'm changing my number. ho ho ho. And dun keep saying u had moved on when you KEEP MSGING MI! moved on den moved on. stop agitating mi wif all your "i have moved on." *PUI* as if u are the only ONE!
ok.. now for my friends parts.
Doris jie jie, i'm glad that you've known what kinda person he is. (yeah, just like how i expected.) I'm not saying he is a bad person, jie. he is not. Bcos no one is bad in this world (except me). It is just the matter of how you see that person and how that person sees you, that's all. It's just the chemistry between both of you. The drive in both of you. The sparks in both of you. But unfortunately, both of your visions, chemistry, drive, sparks etc are not matching. In short, both of you are not made for each other. A person loves another for who he/she is. Actually, whatever u sees in him, i has it too. yes, i am selfish and unreasonable too. -.-" Ok, like i was saying, u only see good in that person when you love that person. Both of you had that initially. But it is when all the problems began to surface up and both of you realize that this relationship isn't working out as both of you had expected to be. But the problem is NOT the problem. The problem is both of you are unable to work out the problems together. (no offence). This cause the initial burden to both of your hearts. Plus, i bet u have realize that both of your hearts are opposite poles right. One positive and one negative. Yes, both of you loved each other. But it is not strong enuff. If he really does love you, he'd have faced it with you. He'd have give in to you. He'd have a good talk wif u. He'd do ANYTHING for you. but can he? no, he can't. So this proves that yes, he loves you, but it's not enuff to last for the future. You, on the other hand, is the same as he is. If u really love that person, your love and feelings would be stronger than hesitation. U did hesitate, did you not when i questioned "why did he leave you alone to suffer?" yes. u did hesitate. I purposely post that question to you. I wanna c how determine you are. The moment you answer me which took a few minutes, i knew... things are going to go this way. But u had to go through the hard way b4 u know the answer right. U very tiao ka one leh. ppl tell u already and yet u still purposely go on until that person ignite your senses. tsk tsk tsk.
Whatever it is, jie, b strong and move. Yes, u may say you are not strong, and it's HARD to be strong, at least pretending to be strong can? It's just the same as when you feel awkward moving into a new working place and u HAVE to fake a smile right. But ended up, you feel better yourself. So, even if you are not strong, PRETEND to be. You will feel better. trust me.
radz~! hahaha~! hope u like the present i had gave you. hahaha~! oh, i remembered saying i have to announce this in my blog. THis person, when she is about to fall down, she'd go "oh." in a slow and low tone and manner. she's slow lohs~! admit it, radz. hahahahahahaha~! kidding lahs, no offence. And this ger, it was her birthday yesterday. When i hugged her and say happy birthday, she greeted me, "happy birthday~!" too~! like.. i was like.. "huh?" den nvm, i greeted her again, and she greeted me back "happy birthday" AGAIN~! hahahaha~! three times in total ok. hahah~ and i went to her poly for lunch yesterday. Er.. i accidentally spilt the drink. WHAT~! i didn't mean it what... :( the person GLADLY changed the drink for us. thanks~! (as if he'd read my blog) den, radz was about to say me when her fries drops too. WAHAHAHAHAHA~! tsk tsk tsk. this teaches you not to say other ppl if not you'd suffer the same thing too. WAHAHAH~! anyway, radz, i'm really touched by your card. and i feel the same way as you feel too. NO one can pull us apart~! not even MAGNETS~! erm... not a good example. erm.. not even when the CORE IS NOT SPINNING ANYMORE~! WAHAAHHAHA~! next time cum my house lahs, i show you "the core". it's nice. mr ng said before right. erm, think u forgot. Ok, i'll explain. INside the earth, there is a core with liquids spinning around it in one way. That is how we have magnetic fields. ahem. hahahahaha~ physics lesson. well, cum to my house lah. i'll show you my portfolio, my pictures, the dvds, we'll tok cock, tok crap, eat, EVERYTHING~! hashahaha~! by the way, in case u dunno, wednesday is my day of. in fact, every wednesday.
stella, cheryl, xia, eric and lilin MIA le... hahahah~ but i miss all of you~!
OH ya, did i say anything about mi and radz got stalked by three malay guys? hahaha. bet that guys were stalking radz~! WAHAHAHAHA~! they stalked us around the shopping centre sial~!
i'm going to be alone at home again... play game play game and think of nothing. oh ya, ernest rules. WAHAHAHAHA~! i'm back to my own self again. Remembered drawing on the whiteboard everyday, "LiLi loves Ernest". hahahahahahaha~! dumb sial me. but ernest cannot b used liao le leh. he've gf already. must use someone else if not his gf cum punch me. Better go get someone who has the charms and pretend to like him. WAHAHAHAHA~! oops. i'm evil. i'm a bitch what, it's ok.
Name:Lau Li Li
Age:18+
Sex:Female
Schools:Fuhua Pri., Keming Pri.,Zhenghua Sec., Republic Polytechnic
Work:Part-Time Modelling & Actress, Tutor
Wants:Pursue my studies on Law and if possible, Full-time for my Part-time works 1.Coconut juice *i simply can't do without it* 2.Greentea POLKA *The Alternate* 3.Chrysanthemum *The Second Alternate* 4.Instant noodles *The unresistable* 5.Beach *The Quiet Corner* 6.IT Security Management & Networking *Pls grant mi As* --> MicroEconomics *Pls grant mi MORE As* 7.Sammi Chueng, Yang Qian Hua, Zhou Xing Chi, Daniel Wu, She Shi Man *The Must WATCH movies* 8.Home-Cooked Food *Foods which i'll nv get bored of* 9.'Can you keep a secret?', 'The Make Up Girl', 'The Undomestic Goddess', 'The Shopaholic' *Books i can't do without* 10.Reality Shows *The only times which i can see ppl make a fool out of themselves other than myself.* 1.My Family *The Never Ending Support* 2.My Buddies & Friends *The Never Ending Laughters* 3.My Hubby *The Never Ending Love,Care and quarrels* 4.Music *My Life* 5.Acting *Pastime* 6.Being Crazy *The only times which i am not angry* 7.Typing *The only thing i am fast in* 8.Singing *The only time your voice is louder than your parents's 9.Movies *Watch ppl nag,quarrel,trick etc at other ppl for once rather than i'm the victim every other times* 10.Sleeping *The only time i can rest* 1.Angry ppl 2.Cruel ppl 3.Temperamental ppl 4.Stubborn ppl 5.Hypocrites 6.Attitude ppl 7.Tiko ppl 8.Bossy ppl 9.Lazy ppl 10.Papaya! 11.Backstabbers 1.Get As for results 2.Happy And Peaceful world 3.Friends to be happy 4.Happy Family 5.Happy Me 6.Happy Facilitators so i'll have good daily grades 7.Happy Hubby 8.Good establish career 9.Good future 10.Great Life
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