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loggie, i realize that recently, whatever i do or say, nothing good happens. :( why ar?...
My hp bill is like over 90 dollars. sob sob.. got scolded by my father. :( he say if this continues, i'll have to use prepaid card again. aahhh!
Why is it that whatever i do, nothing comes out RIGHT! is it just my luck or is it just me!!
i was looking forward to get an A for IT security UT but i screwed up just because of that stupid wireless adapter! made my lap top hang and hang
and hang! Den christopher only gave mi 5 mins allowance. -.-" wah lao! U know how slow i write anot! I always finish my UT cos i type fast.
Now you want me to write, u know how DIFFICULT it is anot! I type like how a snail crawl lohs. A classmate of mine actually exclaimed very
loud, saying, "Eh! Times up liao! how come u still do! Cannot do le lahs!" -.-" hello.. during UT, my com. hang for 3 times and i had to restart it lohs.
what u expect me to do. just becos my laptop hang, i can't have time allowance lahs??! HOw can like that! it's not fair at all! It's my plain dumb
bloody bad luck and me, this stupid bloody bitchy woman who is so dumb to do anything other than complaining.
My godbro's gf sometimes seems very very nice and she is damn gorgeous lohs! Really! envy.. :( hahaha~ eh, dun misunderstand ok. hahaha~
i really treat my godbro as my real brother. Just that arggghh! She's damn pretty! But sometimes, she seems so distance away from me. I dunno why.
Issit becos she thinks i'm bad? I guess ppl does have attitudes. Including ME!
i dun dare to msg jie cos i'm afraid she'd give me a "heck care" reply. I msged her but she just replied, "in the gym, why." i was like.. -.-"
So, i dun dare to msg her anymore. She didn't even come online anymore. I dunno whether issit that she is avoiding mi or she is really busy but
nevertheless, just blame mi for being plain sensitive. I dunno what to do anymore. sigh.. i do nothing right anymore. So everyone, dun come to
me for advise, i may be the next murderer who will cause you to commit suicide just becos of something stupid i say.
I feel so lack of security from xiaohsin. I guess it's becos of past events which made me insecure. that is why, i do not dare to put so much
high hopes on him anymore. I dun dare to plan for our future anymore. I'd just have to walk one step, see one step. Just appreciate and be
contented with what i have now and dun care about the future. This is all i can do. Because, i realized.. the more i look into the future, the scarier
it seems to be. And when it turns out to be totally opposite from what i expected, i'm going to go into another "leave me alone" mood already. haha~
I dunno what i need anymore. I just realized that i have few frens. now that jie jie seems to be avoiding me, i have one less best fren to confront to
and likewise. I guess it's cos of my stupid mouth and stupid brain. Why am i so dumb?!?! I dunno how to advise her becos.. her words kept
repeating in my mind. "you are not in my shoes, you dun understand." den HOW TO?!?! Why she wanna sounds as if she is de only one suffering and not
the others?!? I'm so agitated wif myself. Is it true that i dun understand? But it does not mean that i have to go thru de same thing as she did
before i can understand mah. Everyone has parents. I have bf. I mean, why she say i dun understand? DO i really have to go thru what she is going thru
now before i can be qualified under "you understand" category? But frens are there for you to lean on. I may not be good in words but... i can
lend her my shoulder to cry on. But why am i starting to feel that... she doesn't want me anymore?.. sigh. whatever. i dunno lahs. Now, i guess i only
have both my dears there for me. ^^ They may not be the best in the world but they are best in my heart. And definitely, my family. ^^
I'm feeling so stress now. i really wanna go hit the wall already. I feel so insecured, so lack of confidence, so lack of morale, so lack of
everything. But i guess life just goes on. Though no one is there to comfort me, I'm glad i still have me.
Name:Lau Li Li
Age:18+
Sex:Female
Schools:Fuhua Pri., Keming Pri.,Zhenghua Sec., Republic Polytechnic
Work:Part-Time Modelling & Actress, Tutor
Wants:Pursue my studies on Law and if possible, Full-time for my Part-time works 1.Coconut juice *i simply can't do without it* 2.Greentea POLKA *The Alternate* 3.Chrysanthemum *The Second Alternate* 4.Instant noodles *The unresistable* 5.Beach *The Quiet Corner* 6.IT Security Management & Networking *Pls grant mi As* --> MicroEconomics *Pls grant mi MORE As* 7.Sammi Chueng, Yang Qian Hua, Zhou Xing Chi, Daniel Wu, She Shi Man *The Must WATCH movies* 8.Home-Cooked Food *Foods which i'll nv get bored of* 9.'Can you keep a secret?', 'The Make Up Girl', 'The Undomestic Goddess', 'The Shopaholic' *Books i can't do without* 10.Reality Shows *The only times which i can see ppl make a fool out of themselves other than myself.* 1.My Family *The Never Ending Support* 2.My Buddies & Friends *The Never Ending Laughters* 3.My Hubby *The Never Ending Love,Care and quarrels* 4.Music *My Life* 5.Acting *Pastime* 6.Being Crazy *The only times which i am not angry* 7.Typing *The only thing i am fast in* 8.Singing *The only time your voice is louder than your parents's 9.Movies *Watch ppl nag,quarrel,trick etc at other ppl for once rather than i'm the victim every other times* 10.Sleeping *The only time i can rest* 1.Angry ppl 2.Cruel ppl 3.Temperamental ppl 4.Stubborn ppl 5.Hypocrites 6.Attitude ppl 7.Tiko ppl 8.Bossy ppl 9.Lazy ppl 10.Papaya! 11.Backstabbers 1.Get As for results 2.Happy And Peaceful world 3.Friends to be happy 4.Happy Family 5.Happy Me 6.Happy Facilitators so i'll have good daily grades 7.Happy Hubby 8.Good establish career 9.Good future 10.Great Life
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