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Bloggy, i really wonder if i am really a failure.
Doris jie jie refuse to tell me anything. All she said was, "read my blog." Erm, of cos there are other stuffs she said lahs. But the main thing is, "it's all in my blog." Jie, i am your mei lehs. I'm not someone who can only contact you through reading your blog. -.-" U always dun wanna
listen to mei mei one. I know lots of things are easier said than done. But as an outsider/third party of your problem, i couldn't do anything but only advise. I can't force you, right? And i can't b by your side 24 hours a day. That's why lots of things, you have to dependent on yourself.
You always say you put others before you. But if you dun help yourself first, how are you going to help other ppl? I know i am only 18 yrs old and some of my advise, you adults might think it's kinda stupid but i can only try my best to help. If you don't even wanna go into detail and tell me what is happening around you, how am i suppose to know anything? I can't help anything at all. And i'd be just another "buddy" of yours. If u dun wanna trouble me becos i'm studying, you already are by not telling mi anything. If u dun wanna tell me what is really going on, i dun think
i'm fit to b your mei mei anymore. Sisters should confide in each other. Jie, b contented wif what you have. Lotsa ppl dun even have families. Obviously u'd know the difference between friends and family right? Friends can't b wif you as long as you live but family can. I know it sounds
stupid but parents always think the best for you though you think they are just being stubborn and do not understand you. Even if they do not understand you, they still want the best from you, dun they? I agree mothers are naggy. But they have no choice. It's just like how to nag
at someone you really care about. dun tell mi you nv nag before lohs. -.-" your brother is there for you too, doesn't he? Jie, life is yours.
No one can control it. remember this advise. No one but you. Your parents gave birth to you but still, the life is yours. you have every rights to do what you want to do. But it is the matter if you want to let other ppl ruin your life in your own hands. Happiness dun just come abruptly.
They have to be find and achieved. Do what you think is best for yourself. Parents are only there to guide you. I know your parents are hard to talk to. But if that goal is really what you want, i believe, you'll try all ways and means to talk them around. I know it is hard. I went through that before too. I know, you might say i do not understand becos i'm not having the same situation as you now. But all parents are like that. If you just wanna stand there at the path, not moving, just cry and cry, you will forever be standing there. Yes, cry all you want, but do something! I dun mind if you cry and walk all the way but dun just stand there. Convince your parents if you have to. If the goal is really want you want,
you'd achieve it through tears and sweats. If you dun solve that problem now, you'd forever not be solving it. What i told you before? The water bottle leak, you try changing a bottle and refilling it again. Dun give up just becos you failed once or twice, or even ten times. Try again.
Those who are failures are those who give up. Life is full of up and downs. not only you who are facing it. everyone faces it. Everyone has up and downs and you may be surprise other ppl out there are suffering more than you do. So, jie jie, lift your head high high and continue to walk.
Be brave. YOu have so many ppl around you. They may not b physically wif u but they are spiritually wif you. I know this may sound harsh but.. dun expect anyone to understand you if you dun even understand yourself or others. Understand why your family is doing this, why are they feeling this way and then, find a way to make them b secured wif your actions. Make them believe you have grown up. Make them believe that you know what you are doing and that the decision you made is not wrong. But first, you have to stand in their shoes first. Dun condemn yourself or ppl becos if you do, you'd nv get out of this black box of yours. Get out of the shell you are in now and think of a solution. Face the reality. Face the problem. I'll b there if you need me. Jie, remember, remember why i'm calling you jie. I dun call for fun one ok. I am your SISTER. i am not your FRIEND. My hp not fake one, ok.
Anyway, i went to xiaohsin brother's ROM today and erm.. sort of embarrassing cos i cried. hahaha~ nothing serious lahs. ahem.
I think my dad is not happy. :( dunno why. De moment i came home, he had a sad face already. I felt so guilty cos he cooked so much and yet i ate only a little. hais... :(
i went PS today wif xh and i saw.... MR NG. i think so. erm. my web application faci. and to think Eric said he is unlucky. hahahah~ erm, i nv say i am unlucky to bump into my faci ok. haha~ i think he is ok lahs.. if only he dun stress so much on team work. :p Doesn't he know that
we are lack of time doing PROGRAMMING and still have to MOTIVATE ppl?!?! Why can't ppl see it's the process that matters and not the results? It's the journey that matters, not the destination!
argh! programming is just not in my genes.
Oh ya. Thanks, radz for treating mi starbucks. :p hahaha~ first time you treated me since your part time work! i'm so touched! Really had fun wif radz when we went orchard. She sure bought her skirt fast. I couldn't resist the temptation to buy myself a blue shirt when i was shopping wif her. Eh, that reminds me, radz, i tot you wanted to buy a jacket. -.-" hahah~ she cannot tahan anymore becos she spent too much money. at last, she said, "i dun wanna touch my wallet anymore." and den, i replied her, "it's ok. i can touch it for you.' wahahahah~! I have one more shopping friend! hahaha~! oops. sorry. shopping BEST FRIEND! hahaha~! There was actually this sales guy who kept patting my arm while talking us into buying a perfume. He sprayed on our hands and asked how is the smell. i said, "toilet perfume." haha~ he said, "wah lao! dun like that lah." den he sprayed more and i smelt again. i said, "smell like aftering shitting, you go and spray perfume." WAHAHAH~! that guy seriously wanted to faint. Radz laughed
along wif mi. We ate alot of things. first, we ate KFC, den we drank sugar cane, den we ate sushi, den drank starbucks. hahaha~! i wonder why i eat so much whenever i'm out wif radz and jiejie. tsk tsk. actually, stella dear also. haha~ erm, xiaohsin still ok lahs. Not so much.
hais. think i better go through my web application again before i'm going to fail for 2mr's test. I HATE PROGRAMMING! argggghhh! but..
hell.. i'll just try my best.
Name:Lau Li Li
Age:18+
Sex:Female
Schools:Fuhua Pri., Keming Pri.,Zhenghua Sec., Republic Polytechnic
Work:Part-Time Modelling & Actress, Tutor
Wants:Pursue my studies on Law and if possible, Full-time for my Part-time works 1.Coconut juice *i simply can't do without it* 2.Greentea POLKA *The Alternate* 3.Chrysanthemum *The Second Alternate* 4.Instant noodles *The unresistable* 5.Beach *The Quiet Corner* 6.IT Security Management & Networking *Pls grant mi As* --> MicroEconomics *Pls grant mi MORE As* 7.Sammi Chueng, Yang Qian Hua, Zhou Xing Chi, Daniel Wu, She Shi Man *The Must WATCH movies* 8.Home-Cooked Food *Foods which i'll nv get bored of* 9.'Can you keep a secret?', 'The Make Up Girl', 'The Undomestic Goddess', 'The Shopaholic' *Books i can't do without* 10.Reality Shows *The only times which i can see ppl make a fool out of themselves other than myself.* 1.My Family *The Never Ending Support* 2.My Buddies & Friends *The Never Ending Laughters* 3.My Hubby *The Never Ending Love,Care and quarrels* 4.Music *My Life* 5.Acting *Pastime* 6.Being Crazy *The only times which i am not angry* 7.Typing *The only thing i am fast in* 8.Singing *The only time your voice is louder than your parents's 9.Movies *Watch ppl nag,quarrel,trick etc at other ppl for once rather than i'm the victim every other times* 10.Sleeping *The only time i can rest* 1.Angry ppl 2.Cruel ppl 3.Temperamental ppl 4.Stubborn ppl 5.Hypocrites 6.Attitude ppl 7.Tiko ppl 8.Bossy ppl 9.Lazy ppl 10.Papaya! 11.Backstabbers 1.Get As for results 2.Happy And Peaceful world 3.Friends to be happy 4.Happy Family 5.Happy Me 6.Happy Facilitators so i'll have good daily grades 7.Happy Hubby 8.Good establish career 9.Good future 10.Great Life
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