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I'm sorry, ppl, that my past few entries are upsetting ones.haha~ i planned 2 fill this blog wif laughters but guess i could not do it cos i have 2 tell some ppl something and i have 2 write it in this blog if not they do not know ya. i'm really sorry. tahan abit. haha~ >.<
I dunno how and why that person starts 2 write abt me in her blog when suddenly i was suppose 2 b miss invisible in her blog. That's amazing. I mean, i went her blog everyday and all she miss is her buddy. i dunno why she suddenly wrote about me but it's just so weird cos it's like i'm a sudden happening thing ya know.
And she said... "Yah, u are stressed over with ur probs, family, sch, frens. Hey but c'mon, who doesnt? In fact, I am worse than u." OHHH!! Now, everyone is worse than her problems. *ouch* Sometimes, when you are in trouble, you just feel that everyone elses problems are trivial. In fact, your problem is nothing but a test. I just dunno why u wanna kick up a fuss and grumble just becos of that man. In most of the entries when you are upset, you would be saying that he did not give u a call and u are waiting etc. Dun u find something is very wrong when you realize it happens in every relationships you had?
Do not yearn for ppl 2 reach your expectations at all time. becos we are only humans. that man, me etc. You have your problems, i have my problems, pls, do not say my problem is nothing but yours is like a mountain. (that's what i interpretated.) Oh, and yes, everyone has problem. so what's that gotta do wif mi? Am i a counsellor to help everyone?
If u are saying that i did not reach out to you when you are have problem, let mi ask you this question, did you?
i did not ask you out cos of the ppl you posted in your blogs. you have so many ppl 2 go out wif, why me? I am miss invisible mah. When i disappear from ur life, so many ppl had helped you. So many had adviced you. So many had made a difference in your life. tama lah, lynn lah, dunno dunno who lah. As a normal human, if you were mi, would you still kpo and ask what had happened 2 that person? And it seems that, when i was helping you, i did not make much of a difference than other ppl. It seems you are still dangling there no matter how much advice i feed you. you just do not listen 2 mi. Well, since you do not listen to me, let miss tama and miss lynn help you then. why would u wanna meet mi? A person who can't help you in anything.
oh, abt the modelling thingy, yes, it's my fault. you are happy right? Just to hear mi say that it's my fault. Yes, it's a moment of excitement and curiosity, that's all.
And.. i wanted 2 say this long time ago, stop acting like it's the end of the world. for goodness sake, he is only a man. he is not the only one in this whole stupid world wif a cock.
I bet you think i'm being harsh here but weren't you if you were the one who read my blog and saw that i dig all the past out just for the sake of digging it out? or am i a victim to help you release stress? That u feel there's nothing special 2 blog anymore and out of nowhere, you just blog about mi?What are you trying 2 get out of this?
Anyway, who needs me wif all the true friends you are having now? Oh, you just thank everyone except mi whenever i adviced you. i'm just some kinda mosquito trying 2 igitate u wif nonsense advices that u do not have 2 appreciate me. You just dig up all the unhappiness that you share wif mi but not the happiness. I just realize how much of a role i play in your life.
God ar God, why are ppl starting 2 get on my case one by one? I'm going crazy and insane here.
Why can't you pull someone 2 vent your frustrations on rather than me? Why can't that stella pull someone 2 betray on rather than me?
Anyway, if you feel that what i said is unjust and you do not feel the same way as i do, it's ok.
it's not as if i did not lose a friend b4. it doesn't hurts anymore.
Name:Lau Li Li
Age:18+
Sex:Female
Schools:Fuhua Pri., Keming Pri.,Zhenghua Sec., Republic Polytechnic
Work:Part-Time Modelling & Actress, Tutor
Wants:Pursue my studies on Law and if possible, Full-time for my Part-time works 1.Coconut juice *i simply can't do without it* 2.Greentea POLKA *The Alternate* 3.Chrysanthemum *The Second Alternate* 4.Instant noodles *The unresistable* 5.Beach *The Quiet Corner* 6.IT Security Management & Networking *Pls grant mi As* --> MicroEconomics *Pls grant mi MORE As* 7.Sammi Chueng, Yang Qian Hua, Zhou Xing Chi, Daniel Wu, She Shi Man *The Must WATCH movies* 8.Home-Cooked Food *Foods which i'll nv get bored of* 9.'Can you keep a secret?', 'The Make Up Girl', 'The Undomestic Goddess', 'The Shopaholic' *Books i can't do without* 10.Reality Shows *The only times which i can see ppl make a fool out of themselves other than myself.* 1.My Family *The Never Ending Support* 2.My Buddies & Friends *The Never Ending Laughters* 3.My Hubby *The Never Ending Love,Care and quarrels* 4.Music *My Life* 5.Acting *Pastime* 6.Being Crazy *The only times which i am not angry* 7.Typing *The only thing i am fast in* 8.Singing *The only time your voice is louder than your parents's 9.Movies *Watch ppl nag,quarrel,trick etc at other ppl for once rather than i'm the victim every other times* 10.Sleeping *The only time i can rest* 1.Angry ppl 2.Cruel ppl 3.Temperamental ppl 4.Stubborn ppl 5.Hypocrites 6.Attitude ppl 7.Tiko ppl 8.Bossy ppl 9.Lazy ppl 10.Papaya! 11.Backstabbers 1.Get As for results 2.Happy And Peaceful world 3.Friends to be happy 4.Happy Family 5.Happy Me 6.Happy Facilitators so i'll have good daily grades 7.Happy Hubby 8.Good establish career 9.Good future 10.Great Life
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